| Happy 4-20!!!! |
[20 Apr 2005|05:59pm] |
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Haha, isnt that wonderful? Yeap! Its 4-20 alright. Cant do anything tho..kys over here. Boo hoo...and edward is at work...where else would I get my stuff??? k...later......
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| For of all sad words of tongue or pen, the saddest are these: "It might have been." |
[19 Apr 2005|11:18pm] |
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 I hate going through withdraws...Im amazed of how much tension it brings me though...I miss him. I cant ask if he misses me..thats just a waste of time. Lately I've been thinking about him much more than I usually do...It seems like I think about him more than a guy thinks about sex...thats a lot...If i could give one arm to bring him back...I'd give two for him to be with me for a lifetime. The more I think about it, the more I dont know him anymore. He has a new life...hes happy. Hes acheived so much without me. Its been 1 month and 24 days since we broke up.....im lost. The last time he came over...he asked me how I was doing...I said I was great and I moved on...thats a lie...Im being murderd inside. I dont want him to think im miserable without him ya know..that just sounds pathetic..its not like he'll take me back..dont know why..i didnt do anything. I miss him coming over every friday...we'd spend the weekend together...and he'd call constantly...we were inseperatable. Why did things have to end like they did? Was it suppose to teach me a lesson. If thats the case..I didnt learn anything...! I sacrificed everything for him. I gave up my bestfriend for him. And he repays me by cheating...how wonderful. Even though he wasnt that great of a boyfriend...I miss him so much. His eyes especially...(and his hair). But all that is stolen from me...I guess I'm just gonna have to go on without him...broken hearts fix...i guess...but it takes a whole lifetime...</3
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| Dude!!!! |
[19 Apr 2005|03:21pm] |
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Wow, Today is so boring. I got up at 11:30, and had to go to the doctors with my sister ... now im home alone....yay...my mom and dad wont be back for a while..they are fishing....they will be gone all day!! HAHAHHAHAH ok im done...im out later...
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| BLACK OUT!!! |
[16 Apr 2005|09:49pm] |
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Beep Beep .com commercial... |
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Hello there fellow journalists. I, Jessica Lambert would like to thank all you people that actually come to my journal...uhh...yea right, nobody comes here. lol. Im done...ummm...Tommorrow morning..my mom and dad are going fishing...im gonna be here all alone till like 11:00. If they expect me to clean the house...hah...they better not..cuz im not...heheh. ok well im off to go do the dirrrrtty. Later....
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| Im hotttttt |
[16 Apr 2005|03:17am] |
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Last Night I had a feeling someone was gonna toliet paper my house...I thought it was gonna be the one and only patrick but it never happend. I would kill someone over that. i want my damn hoodie back too!! AHH!
Threece out Yo!
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[15 Apr 2005|04:30pm] |
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The Used--> Pieces Mended |
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Ok...Today was boring. Im goin to Lindsays today..hah. uhh...Jennifer and Rachael came over today.. and no people I dont think im cool because someone else came over today besides Jennifer....Me and Em went to dereks hes gay. Then we walked around to the world
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| bleh.. |
[14 Apr 2005|09:54am] |
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hawthorne heights --> Screenwriting An Apology |
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 Wow, This day sucked. I went to the park, came home from lindsays, and went to see belindas baby. I also think I saw patrick in the back of his sisters car with some girl..and he had red hair. man, that ruined my day. Now my blood pressures up and I feel like im gonna die!!! ahhh! ok well Im gonna go catch a plane..later...
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[12 Apr 2005|10:03pm] |
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Mom and Dad Arguing |
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Gerards birthday was on the 9. I didnt get to say happy birthday...haha. Went to lindsays lastnight. i got a lil fucked up. On some Gin and mary Jane. Im bored. Theres nothing to talk about cuz im a borin person. Later...
Ps.. My hair is black now...AHHH!
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| My Horrible Day |
[08 Apr 2005|11:51am] |
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My Chemical Romance --> Cemetary Drive |
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When will this nightmare end?
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| So Far From You |
[05 Apr 2005|02:06am] |
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MCR--> Helena |
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Woke up at 11:30. Got in the shower. Ashleys about to cut my hair since I dont have enough money to get it done professionally. Im goin to the mall. Later.
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| What another boring day... |
[04 Apr 2005|11:09pm] |
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Emily singing |
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Had a horrible day. Hung out in my bedroom by my lonesome.
The weather was nice but I have no friends to enjoy it with. Good goin' Jess.
Threece Out,
Jess ♥
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